Friday, October 15, 2010

FIRE and ICE



FIRE and ICE

Robert Frost



Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.



So what do you think? It's always nice to be given a choice between fire and Ice. But I say both are essential, it represents something in each individual. I need my fire- to keep this passion, desire, dream. To laze in a cloud where freedom and happines aren't something associated with choices and chances.


But too much of this fire can burn you as well- grudges, revenge, selfishness, greed. Who knows what else you can do in the name of this overbearing desire to get something, be something.


So ICE reminds me of a phase frozen-because you need to think, to feel empty, to reflect. Allow a moment of peace to pass and to contemplate. You need both good and bad...:)






Thursday, October 7, 2010

Randomness



It's 10:18am as of me writing this and there's so much thought running around my head. Like can I go home now? I still have 2 hours shift to complete. How long will I be doing this kind of job? Am I happy with where I am now and the kind of job I'm doing? Is it worth it? Well, looks like I'm just ranting...and ranting will do me no good!



So, let me shift my mood and think of happy thoughts, and happy place! I miss home. I miss my family but whenever I'm there, I'd be thinking of what's in here. Sounds stupid but yes, It does happen to me. And wait a minute, I thought I'd be doing happy thoughts. Well, family makes you happy, and it's nice to remember them. Like they are sort of my inspiration.



On the shallow things of my life, I missed the second episode of Gossip girl season 4, I'm addicted into it! And so into the character of Chuck and Blair:) Love 'em!



Another vanity, I noticed I've gained so much weight (well-fats!) and I hate it. I'm becoming unhealthy, so I'm thinking of hitting the gym perhaps end of this month? or sooner! hehe. Eat healthy stuffs, I'm a fruit addict but is also a soda addict. Talk about counterpart-good and bad!


And my books, I've got 3 books waiting to be savored. How did I lose too much time to neglect reading?! Hmmmn, just got hooked up with too many things and having too little time to do the things I should be doing. John Izzo's secrets you must know before you die is quite nice. Makes you contemplate about the journey you take, Is this really that path that I should thread on? My "destina"? Because until you follow that, you won't really find that happiness, not just elated by the moment but feel each moment and make it lasts. I'm getting serious! But yes, sometimes we have to stop shelving this matters into a corner, we need to stare right in its eye and not be afraid to ask, to doubt, to be troubled. Because that only means we are learning. And learnings are sometimes earned the hard way! How I wish there is a short route to that, else it wouldn't take me this long to discover things.



So these are the random thoughts going around my head today. I get lost in my thoughts most of time...Find a way back into reality, back into what's here and now. And dream later, later when the sky sun and moon collide...